I have to say so many things
I could never make up.
I wish that I would wake up;
Time cannot stand this place...

Where I am here,
Every day the sunlight betrays;
I should be dead by now
But you're still in the way.

Lie after lie after lie;
Your fucking honesty.
Fuck what I once believed,
And fuck you for everything.

I am my very own one person crowd.
Forget it, regret it...I'm in it...and it's too loud.

Nothing, hey...this ain't this;
Will you let me out?
No chance, no hope, no way;
With me I am without.

For the new life, for the new fears,
For your next past, for your next tears;
For the loss I found by finding you.
Will you shine for me?

Isolation; self-imposed violation.
No-hope invitations;
Word catastrophes.

Feeding me merciless interpretations.
Aiming perfect frustrations
Where we don't belong.

Long way from home;
Comfort, and all alone.
Tomorrow gets to rust.
Damn the light that's darkened trust.

Tell me what dreams may come to you, my darling,
Undone, unknowing...and all that's left bleeds dust.

Not the words you have said,
It's what's getting through.
Thrown-down, speak unspoken;
Why does my life feel up to you?

For the new life, for the new fears,
For your next past, for your next tears;
For the loss I found by finding you.
Shine once more for you.

Shine once more for this.

Fuck the life, fuck the tears,
Fuck the past you fear.
Fuck the loss I found by finding you,
Have I made myself clear?